5 weeks today and I will finish my job. Unlikely that I will do too much in that time. I find myself at the crossroads right now. I am looking forward to the next chapter in my life, but worried about it at the same time. A lot of uncertainty surrounds me at the moment.
I have applied to become a firefighter. I hope that I am accepted into the academy. It would be great to be able to leave this town. Start over again. From scratch. It is what I need!
The path of discovering myself again after years in relationships and newly single. I work in a job I dislike and need to figure out what I want to do. At 30 years of age, I am starting all over again and need to be happy with myself rather than just existing. Starting now!
Friday, 21 October 2011
Tuesday, 4 October 2011
Bad to worse
Well, when it rains it pours. Work has gone from bad to worse. Called into the managers office today for a very unpleasant conversation. Confronted with a choice I must now make, stay or leave. It is an has always been clear to me that the company do not want or require me. This was confirmed today. I have been told that I must either go on a performance review or seek alternative employment. I have no doubt in my mind that if I choose the performance review my goals set will be unattainable. Leaves me with only 1 choice.
In order for me to leave, I will need to begin the search for a new job. No idea what I want to do at all. Early mid-life crisis for me that is for sure. I cannot stay there, the place drives me insane. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise, the forced change I need to get my life back on track.
In order for me to leave, I will need to begin the search for a new job. No idea what I want to do at all. Early mid-life crisis for me that is for sure. I cannot stay there, the place drives me insane. Perhaps this is a blessing in disguise, the forced change I need to get my life back on track.
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